So the other night after I posted that I Can't Cry I felt a noticeable shift. My tears didn't seem quite so blocked and that was a really interesting feeling to have! I watched the movie that I hoped would help me cry, and it did to a degree. And then, even though it was really, really late and I had big things the next day and I could come up with tons of reasons why not- I got out my paper and I painted. Which is big because I hadn't painted in a long time. And what was even bigger was that I finished the painting which has not been my norm lately!
I have been playing around with doing intuitive message paintings for maybe close to a year now. I figure out what question I want answered, or what I want support around, or what I want the painting to illustrate, and I come up with a question to be answered by the painting. I also have a piece of paper nearby to jot down any messages that I hear coming through to answer the question. Then I get in a meditative state and ask the question over and over again with my breath. I often write down the message first, and then move to the painting. I never know what it is going to look like when I start. Sometimes I have a bit of an inkling, but often I don't. I just follow as I feel led- put red paint here, green dots there, yellow swirls here. And when the directions stop, the painting is finished. It's really fun to paint this way, and I have been completely blown away by the answers and images that come through, especially when the focus is on a question for someone else. I'm amazed at the messages that are NOT what my mind would have chosen that end up being completely accurate or perfectly what the other person needs to hear.
So that night I decided to ask a question about my crying, or lack thereof. I asked "Why can't I cry?" and this is the answer that came through-
I have been playing around with doing intuitive message paintings for maybe close to a year now. I figure out what question I want answered, or what I want support around, or what I want the painting to illustrate, and I come up with a question to be answered by the painting. I also have a piece of paper nearby to jot down any messages that I hear coming through to answer the question. Then I get in a meditative state and ask the question over and over again with my breath. I often write down the message first, and then move to the painting. I never know what it is going to look like when I start. Sometimes I have a bit of an inkling, but often I don't. I just follow as I feel led- put red paint here, green dots there, yellow swirls here. And when the directions stop, the painting is finished. It's really fun to paint this way, and I have been completely blown away by the answers and images that come through, especially when the focus is on a question for someone else. I'm amazed at the messages that are NOT what my mind would have chosen that end up being completely accurate or perfectly what the other person needs to hear.
So that night I decided to ask a question about my crying, or lack thereof. I asked "Why can't I cry?" and this is the answer that came through-
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